March 2012
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oh my GOD just had the funniest driving lesson, it was all really good but my instructor (who i didn’t think knew i smoked) suddenly goes ‘before your test…. just have a cigarette. you know, to calm you down…’
i was just like um
ok
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at the moment i find myself like, switching off mentally to get through days that i can’t be bothered with. it’s sort of like i don’t think it’s really worth spending any of my energy, time or emotions on. i am going to try to make it that today is the last day i just go through the motions because everything is boring and count down the minutes until i can get into bed.
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happy to see you setting me off like sparks, you ignite all the colours inside my heart
my parents have gone out
i am literally weeping i am so cold
no idea how to use the heating
how have i lived 17 years with this ridiculous amount of common sense
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i miss you i miss you i miss you a lot
me: that six-year-old is going to be hot when he's older
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so i got paid to play games, eat cake, make a mood board and try on the new jack wills summer season clothes, was not a bad training session :-)
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lying to herself ‘cos her liquor’s top shelf
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another lush day, went down with my friends to this little place where you can swim and sunbathe and pretty much spent my whole day in the sun :-)
now off for summer-term training at jack wills, cool
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today was good, had a driving lesson which was alright but no way near good enough for someone who has their test as soon as me
then went into school for english
had an ice lolly and lay in the sun at lunch
then went back to my friends and went to the beach for a few hours which was b e a utiful
came home, ate dinner, realised i have 3982343938 pieces of work to do tonight
c’est la vie
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oh my god if i missed work last night i think i’m going to be in so much trouble, oh well i’m getting paid £200 tomorrow at least i’ll go out on a high